Ain't perfect.

2010-04-02T13:46:00.002+08:00

That girl named phoenix was awesome.
She loved dance so much until she do th most crazy thing in th world ! xD
I admire her alotalot siah !
She go everywhere also can dance. HER PASSION FOR DANCE IS BURNING HOT ♥;
damn touching that show ><'' maybe I love dance too ?? ♥;

My fault, Teared.
Isolated, Cried.
Appear to be happy, Sad.
shouldn't even care when i am not even appreciate.

2010-04-01T20:08:00.002+08:00

It's 1st april, april's fool day(:
th only person who wanted to play tricks on me is wanling x)
but i didn't fall for it, hahahahahahah ! :D
and we decided to complete with each other to see WHO TRICK SOMEONE FIRST !
she trick darrenfong & i trick kenzi that we like them(:
awesome fun(: kenzi tio tricked by me(: oh yay(: hahaha ! :D
we so mean, but it was awesome fun(:

thanks wanling & kenzi who made my day ♥;

2010-03-31T23:07:00.002+08:00

Today th most awesome thing : YOG dance(:
Today is th last day of March. Time flies.
Today is a ''thrashing-out-session'' with batch girls.
Today is when our batch girls hugged each other & say I love you.
Today is th day I teared, & ... ... ):
TODAY IS THE DAY I HUGGED KENZI (:

Yog dance, awesome. one two three four SHA ! ~~~ one two three four five six SHA ! ~~~
Oh yes, I love YOG dance ! (: but I won't forget AYG ! >> th time when I bond with th guys. (:

One day lesser with 206 & batch'96 ):
few more months with 206 ):
2more years with batch'96 ):
I hope that th time would freeze and let me have a good look at you people.

I don't know if you girls are upset or happy that we had this thrashing-ou-session.
but I only can say, it's because of me, yes, ME, then we had this thrashing-out-session..
(don't ask why.. sorry, it's between me & yvonne)
sorry if anyone felt offended by me ): really sorry ! ): I LOVE YOU, I said it, I mean it.
I'm quite glad that almost everyone voice out, & we can solve th problems...
To chanhong & natalie, thanks for letting me know what's th situation like. & actually, I felt that you two did an awesome job (: so claps (:

Anyway thanks kenzi(: for letting me hugging you(:
but batch guys don't di-siao me ley ): he is my brother & he is like th only guy who saw me ''emo emo'' then pei me walk to mrt, chit-chat, ...
HE IS AWESOME(:

DON'T SAY IT IF YOU DON'T MEAN IT !
It's so hurtful. You are th one who love them, and you are th one who bad mouth them at th back.
oh well, i shan't care (:
I love them truthfully is enough !

2010-03-29T20:43:00.003+08:00

Today, was an awesome day.
I think, I learnt something meaningful & helpful for my life.
Shan't say here (: cus' it's useless for you people anyway x)

Hey girls, I ain't angry / upset at your lah ! ><''
I just not sure how to mix into this big group of sisters..
& I don't want affect you people mood because I am like emo-ing ?
I want you people to be happy, to be crazily zi-high-ing, singing ~
another reason that I am so ''emo'' is because I'm angry at myself, so ..yah ><''

oh yay, getting a touch-screen phone on 20th may (:
not showing-off, it's something happy (:
but one condition --> cannot exceed my free smses these months !
so I sometimes might not reply okays, so sorry ):
&& maybe my mum gonna get me UNLIMITED SMSES ! (:
it all depends on my studies, i bet ):

shall end off, people.
have an early sleep.
nights, & sweet dreams(:

TAGS REPLY :

JoannaTeo - You're welcome(:
Charmaine - -sigh- my character is like that ): I just
don't want to bother people about my sadness or waste their time to comfort me
when it is gonna be useless anyway ): but thanks(:

2010-03-27T17:04:00.006+08:00

Happy 14th birthday, JoannaTeo ♥
Sweetard !, you are 14 years old today (: stay happy always, & I love you okays.
last long with darrenlee :D >> I love you more than him (: hehehe.

Happy 14th birthday, HeatherOng :D
stay happy always & jia yous for netball ! cheers (:

Happy 13th birthday, Eunice (:
I doubt you know me ><'' I am your senior, hahah.
okays, do stay happy ! any problems can find me (:
I'm available for 24hours, hahah, kidding. X:

Should I reject you ..
I don't know, & I don't know how to.
It's so freaky & scary & sudden ... Not really sudden, but didn't expect you to think so far & stuffs. I know you are concerning & caring as my friend, but .... you sound more than that.
I don't want fall in love, or being cheated as a substitute.

2010-03-26T22:08:00.002+08:00

Junior guailan senior X:
hey boy, whatever your name is, don't guailan me, I'm your senior (:
said so many times about respect le ! X:
he is wearing nan hua uniform that shirt & pe short.
so th convo go like this :
me : eh why you wear like this ?
him : new fashion.
me : school rules got say can wear like that huh ?
him : school rules never say cannot.
LOL, don't gl lah >:(

I'm a big big failure, in everything.
sianzxc, screwed.

I cried so hard today, cus' we are seperated.
It's fated, I don't want.
anyway, thanks to th two of them who chatted with me..
didn't told clique & 206 girls, cus' I didn't want to bring up dance stuffs..
didn't told xuejing or joanna either, didn't want to ruin their day.
but i think they will read my blog anyway..
Tears keep rolling down, like a tap. nevermind, i don't blame anyone.

Life is simple, just that people are making it hard.

2010-03-24T20:44:00.003+08:00

I lean-ed on kenzi's shoulder ytd & a teacher saw ><''
hahah, cus I am passing a letter to him mah.. ( NOT LOVE LETTER LAH ! )
then jonathan come here extra extra, di siao me lah ..
then I sianzxc diaozxc, so i lean on kenzi's shoulder mah ..
then a teacher saw & looked at us until he can't see us ><" !
he gave the face > :O ! lol.
we are brother & sister (:

Crazy tianyi took my ring & wore it !
today morning, he go take my ring which yuqi gave me ..
he go wear then STUCK ><'' damn hilarious ! :D
he used so much so much strength, & still not yet out but his face damn red X:
next time don't anyhow try lah (: that ring still got my name, later people thought we couple siah, I LAUGH ! !

Treasure every step of your life; appreciate it.
can't explain much .. but that's what I learnt in dance today. (:

It hurts me, but I controlled every single tears from dropping.
I just realised something. I had so much so much good friends & best friends, even sisters..
yet no one understand me. & Idw anyone to understand me.
cus if someday someone understand me, I would be in deep trouble, I guess.
I hide everything, I appear innocent, appear happy & strong.
no one knows how I feel & no one ever will know / find out.
it's okays, I would appreciate everything in my life (:

It been a few days we have not chat through sms.
aww. oh well, since you didn't bother replying me, I shouldn't keep smsing you which irritates you right ? ><'' it's okays.. I just hope I can stop liking you, so that I won't be so awkward seeing you or what .. cus I know you won't like me. never ever (:

Sigh. I felt that I left out 206girls because of dance.
Sorry darling{s} ! I am really really sorry that I ever left you out or shouted at you people..
sigh. How many more months with 206, yet I am just ... IDK WHAT ...
maybe I didn't appreciate you people & th time left ):
but I still wanna say a THANKYOU for th sad & hard time I had & you people bother to stay with me. all th concern, care & love, I can sense it (:
really, thankyou :D
&& I LOVE YOU PEOPLE !

2010-03-19T20:57:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday EVELYN (: I LOVE YOU !

Combined practice with crescent, chungcheng, mayflower dancers ! :D
saw Yongqi (: > crescent dancer & Melody (: > chungcheng dancer
it was quite awesome cus' I think nan hua did a great job at shouting SHA ! (:
awesome, too awesome to be awesome (:

Jasper owe me my math book !
yesterday still say until so confident that can return me tomorrow, which is today.
today tell me what : oh I did a few questions then I go play dota le.
hahah, return me when school reopens (:
or any day lah, as long as I don't need it, you can have it (:

Lionel; Lucheng; Tianyi aeroplane me ! (:
thankyou guys, you are so strong ! (:
Lionel areoplane me for .. 3 rounds (:
lucheng aeroplane me for .. 2-3 rounds (:
tianyi aeroplane me for .. 4 rounds ! (:
fyi, aeroplane means that th guy/girl hold one of th guy/girl hand and leg and swing that person ! love love love (:

Lionel aeroplane me cus he wants to help javier test .. in a way lah ><''
cus that javier choose me to be his partner lah .. then is like WTH, I AM SO DAMN FREAKING HEAVY .. that gong hong say what : eh javier, if you can aeroplane her, I give you $2000. LOL.
then somehow javier thinks that he will injure me or something ? then he told lionel ..
so lionel aeroplane me & said I am okok, not that heavy (: hehehe.

lucheng aeroplane me cus ..
at first kelly asked me, michelle, jialin, xuening, zizhen our weight.
then kelly tell lucheng to aeroplane me cus I am th lightest ><''
I AM LIKE MAKING A DEAL WITH LUCHENG BEFORE HE AEROPLANE ME X:
I told him : if you make me fall, then I will slap you ><''
hehehe, I so mean.
BUT I DIDN'T FALL, THANKYOU LUCHENG (:

Tianyi aeroplane me is because th guys have a challenge. > they have to aeroplane a girl for five 8counts or something. then is so sudden that tianyi just call me up ><'' so aeroplane ... (: I felt th safest with tianyi (: is like my hand sliding off, then he grab my hand damn tight and I felt safe. if not I will fly off ! ! ! THANKYOU TIANYI (:

MY FLEXIBILTY SUCKS TO THE MAX ! >:(
I am piss at myself siah.
Can't touch my leg doing brigde and my split is like less than 100 degree.
WHALAO ! >:( I keep lian, & no results ..
But, I wont give up (:

NO DANCE SPIRIT TODAY ):
don't know why, keep staring into th sky, like ..
hoping for something to make me smile.
& i think th 1st person who make me smile from th time I started to be off-form is ..
LUCHENG bah (: cus he aeroplane me ? which I like (:

JAVIER THOUGHT THAT ME & JASPER LIKE EACH OTHER !

I want slap your face ! hehehe, no lah (: I am your nice senior (: LOL, cus I thought Jasper angry mah, so he is like storming off saying : ORH, SO I NOT YOUR BROTHER LAH ! .. so I hold his hand and preventing him from walking off mah .. then is like I keep saying dont angry lah .. JAVIER, DONT GUAILAN SENIORS, hehehe joking (: and darrenlee, you dont have to reply obviously when javier asked is it we like each other -.- be happy that jasper didnt bash you up ! X:

2010-03-18T20:31:00.002+08:00

I love YOG dance !
its perfectly awesome ! (: but my liu xing keep drop >:(
I must push myself to th standard laoshi expects !
must lian & lian & lian ! (:

Wanted to rant so much, but oh well (:
I want to stop thinking negatively (:
must smileeeeee (:

okays, dance was fun, as usual (:
that two sec one guys who accidentally / purposely or whatever stepped on bei fen, I want to meet them siah, sianzxc. I need to know th full story ><'' Idk why, I straight scolded them today ... (two of them) and bryan, don't over protective them, for god sake.
they start to rely on sec twos. take gym equipment also push to sec twos. oh well ~

I WANT TO PERFECT MY RIGHT SPLIT ! X:

2010-03-17T21:38:00.002+08:00

Done english letter writing (:
real real happy :D done one homework, finally !
thanks to Alfreda and Leila help on correcting my english letter writing (:
they motivate me to do finish !

MATH HOMEWORK IS GIVING ME HEADACHE !
now what ><'' yes, MATH !
gavin motivated me to do, but I'm too tired ):
but just got th urge to do, maybe later bah X:

TOMORROW's EVENTS (:
tmrw having breakfast with xuejing & joanna at 7am.
dance from 9am to 5pm (: oh yay :D
debrief ~ ~ ~
home & homeworks ! > chinese bah X:

CHANGING MY ''THINKING NEGATIVELY'' HABITS !
why can't dance be longer ? so I don't need to go home and face my parents.
I SHAN'T RANT HERE ! (:
trying to think positive ! (:
I must ! (: smile (: hahah. (:

2010-03-16T20:26:00.003+08:00

Today was fun (: I WAS LATE >:( sorry wenxin ! X: I signed th form at front gate at about 12.04min .. ><''
saw Wenxin in th canteen among so many nanhuarians cus she wearing bright green class tee, awesome (:
soon joanna reached, chatted about dance (: xuejing and annabel soon reached :D
went to th library which th uncle ''lend'' us to do project (: how nice. WE CAN't FIND ANY HISTORY INFORMATION ! ):
so we slacked and chatted while I do my geog homework and math as well . planned class outing, class chalet, etc (:
soon after, we went to canteen to draw th ''monopoly'' which is our history project. JOANNA TH BIG SLACKER ! X:
Xuejing and wenxin left soon cus they got something on. Me, Joanna and annabel spamm eating fries and nuggets (:
Adding weights and fats, hahah//. but it's okays, since all of us got CCA tmrw, and we might use ''it'' anyway :D
Started camwhoring (: and I look so unglam and stupid, I tell you X: eee, I don't like my face ): It's so ugly, hehehe.
That Joanna go take video of Me and Annabel, abit of Marvin. End up Joanna being taken in th video and unglam (:
At 5pm ++ , left school with Joanna, Annabel and Marvin. Mainly is me and joanna then annabel and marvin. ><''
We never talk to annabel and marvin; they never talk to me and joanna. hahah (: but we know each other ! X:
Mrt-ed home with Joanna. Chatted alot .. Was random, but I seem to understand life better.

I truly agree with Joanna's thinking.
Life is simple, it's either a smile or a frown.

I would choose to smile, but there will always be something that would make me frown.
I waited and waited and waited, from morning till now, and I still didn't recieve your reply.
Sometimes before I reply you, my tears just roll down.
Cus' I am so worry that you won't reply me. > yes, I get upset.
Sometimes I just hope I can trust you forever, but your words seem to be fake.
I want to trust you, but I don't know how.
Sometimes, I just love you too much, yet I want to give up loving you.
It's getting tired.
Yes, I said that it's okays that you don't like me, it's okays that we don't get together,
just be happy alright (:

not sure why am I always thinking so negatively.
not sure why am I always disliking myself.
not sure why am I always giving up.
not sure why am I always crying.
not sure why am I so pathetic.
someone tell me please.
I am totally hopeless.
useless. worthless.
this is my life.
this is me.
Huiping, you
should cheer up
and stop thinking so
much or thinking negatively.
so what you are hopeless useless
worthless ? no one is perfect . I know
cheering myself up won't help much. but
I want to give it a try and smile smile smile ..

2010-03-15T16:13:00.002+08:00

Out in th morning with Xuejing & Eunice (:
Met at JurongEast MRT interchange & walked to JE library //.

Reached th library & we have to keep quiet ! X:
how are we suppose to discuss th project >:(
disussion started & laughing started.
Xuejing & Eunice were discussing while I am exploring Xuejing's new phone (:
IT WOULD BE NICE IF IT IS TOUCH SCREEN PHONE ! ! ! ><''

went IMM to buy materials & make th model (:
It's so easy uh, we took some time & done at 12pm ?
Went for lunch & shopping ♥
overall, bought an orange pen & notepad :D

I waited & waited & waited. I stared & stared & stared.
I hoped & hoped & hoped. I wished & wished & wished.
& nothing happen.
Waiting for your reply; staring at my phone;
hoping that I can see you today; wishing that we could be together;
& it's all impossible.
You might be reading this whole chunks of words now, & won't even bother.
It's okays, just be happy (:

2010-03-13T15:29:00.003+08:00

Oh yay, I am the first of the first to know XUEJING GOT A NEW PHONE (:
It's black, so cool (: & mine is white --> contrasting, hahah.

It's so hard letting you know how much I love you.
It's like saying a word to a dog when it don't understand human language.
It's so easy to say I HATE YOU, but it's so hard to say I LOVE YOU.
why ? ): I just want you to know even if you gonna say I DON't LIKE YOU straight in my face.
It's urging me, ): I don't know..
Start to type type type, wanting to sms sms sms you so much ! X:
but you know I can't sms cus my sms exceeded .. ):
Well, I guess we ain't fated anyway.
It's impossible for us to start.
I NEED SOMEONE TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO ! ! ! x_x''

darling, I love you.

2010-03-12T21:58:00.002+08:00

Awesome YOG dance steps ! (:
best thing today ! (: best thing in my life ! (: SO EXAGERRATING ...
anyway, I seriously love th dance steps manzxc..
but I don't like standing behind & by th side, but it shows that I am quite tall :D
Had blisters on both feet, pain ): but still endure it in dance (:
OH NO SENIORS, DON'T KILL ME ! >:( I spamm plasters already loh (:

english was okay today (: holiday homework came & helped ClariceLim collected it (:
PE sucks much. Well, I hate Handball which makes me hate PE >:(
Can't we run 2.4km ? ): I want train stamina even though it don't helps much but can exercise ley.
geography was boring ... but mdm poon say GOOD to me cus I did all my work (: oh yay :D
CEP - test ! .. I seriously took a long long time & still do until so serious, like some dumb idoit ><''
eeee, stupid de. Joanna, Me, Joel, Guanlin & Gavin kenna check file .. then we all have to copy & copy & copy .. eat my lunch time, I kill you uh ! X:
Chinese was okays.. but boring ley ><'' but I love chinese (: helped ClariceLim collected her homework too (:
ENRICHMENT sucks. I rather YOG than WUSHU ! tsk tsk. I don't see th need of learning that cus they didn't thought of other situation .. what if th guy was so strong that you can't even move ? what if there is alot of guys ? what if ... what if ... ?

got back report card ): almost cried, oh well...
WHAT - THE - CRAPS ! failed geography & history ...
I am a bigbig failure...
My remarks are - Hui Ping needs to be confident in her own ability. She gives up far too easily. HUI PING NEEDS TO BE LESS EMOTIONALLY AFFECTED BY INCIDENTS SURROUNDING HER LIFE.
what the craps ? ... my parents thought I got boyfriend, whatever craps...

I just hope th moment will freeze,
so I could look at you, forever.

2010-03-11T17:55:00.002+08:00

MY ROAD RUN > SCREWED !
Thanks to the heavy heavy rain >:( ROAD RUN CANNOT BE CONTINUED ! ! ! aww, I want to cry ): There goes my top 20 medal ! so is Tianyi's. ><''

anyway, 17 dancers went to gindelin's house for lunch (:
don't be mistaken, we order pizza & kfc, not gindelin cook for us ><''
on the way to gindelin's house ...
sharing umbrella with tianyi (:
he was ranting, complaning, emoing when I was with him ):
eheh, don't emo lah, cheerup alright ~ :D
lol, this is hilarious :
tianyi : eh junzheng, go nearer to michelle & put your hand on her shoulder (michelle & junzheng sharing umbrella)
junzheng : you also never do that to huiping !
junzheng : eh tianyi, you not man enough, you let huiping hold th umbrella, you should help her hold what !
tianyi : I too man le, that's why she hold th umbrella & I am carrying my bag lah.
huiping : aiyar nevermind lah, he carry his bag mah (:

sat with tianyi on bus again ! ><'' he chiong to the last row & ask me to sit with him -.-'' paisey michelle, pungsei you ): tianyi was telling me his plan : make JOANNA & DARRENL kiss, tsk tsk ><'' because we sat behind joanna & darrenlee then tianyi keep trying to push joanna's face against darrenlee's face ><'' hahah, hilarious.

I keep saying I AM COLD , to tianyi ): and tianyi, thanks for th concern (: & wanting to lend me jacket but my class tee is totally wet ! so I didn't want your jacket to be wet too ><'' but thanks (:
I tell junzheng I AM COLD then he say that I shouldn't say that to him because I sound like I am wanting a hug from him ><'' but I am really cold what .. hehehe.

th guys went real crazyy ><'' what if you lose, have to take out your shirt ><'' hahah.

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oh sianzxc, ...
last night till now, my stomach still hurts alot.
thank goodness that I still can endure it in school,
but !, to think that I didn't eat for recess & lunch.. (no appetite)
I was really scare & worry, cus I felt so weak that I might just faint in school...
every step I take, I am just so scare I would close my eyes & fall down//.

anyway, thanks to all those who show concern :D
Adeline ; Clarice ; Joanna ; Xuejing ; Shixuan
Sihwee ; Joey ; Annabel ; Yeewai ; Eunice ; Yuqi.
Sorry if I left your name out, let me know (:
THANK YOU , people (:

today slack much. stupid jonathan keep take my phone ):
he went to see my inbox >:(
to certain someone who currently flooded my inbox, I am sorry if he read any of your messages ): sorrysorry ):
but jonathan took photos of MR TAN ♥ and set as my wall paper, LOL.
don't care you le jonathan, I will slap your face one day ! X:

HOLIDAY HOMEWORK > ALOT ALOT !

I love you, you meant too much to me//.
I know it would be greatly impossible for you to _____ with me, but just be happy alright.
I just want a confirm answer from you, right now.
I will wait for your sms.

2010-03-06T17:14:00.002+08:00

Why are you giving me a chance ?
totally no linkzxc. you are just forcing yourself to give me a chance, don't you ? what's th point of giving me a chance when you don't like me ? Idk what are you thinking, but it doesn't help. Love can't be forced right ? ><'' I know this phrase well, (: well, just go & confess / stead with the person you truly deeply madly love.

Sianzxc, getting depression soon ~ no lah, not so serious.
Just felt so w-h-a-t-t-h-e-c-r-a-p-s.
I promised my mum I will get high marks for chem and I wont get last in class.
Broke th first promise. ): sorry sorry ):
My mum say that if i get last in class, she won't go for th parents-teachers-conference or something ><'' which is like.. forcing me to get at least 39th position lah..

HUIPING, JIA YOUS LAH !
PLEASE DONT GIVE UP !
YOU GOT TO MAKE IT THROUGH THIS YEAR !
& CHEER UP !!!!!
(to think that I am cheering myself up, which dont help at all)

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aaaaaaaaSaaaaaaaaTaaaaaaaaAaaaaaaaaNaaaaaaaaD
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2010-03-05T21:34:00.003+08:00

ZHENYANG, welcome to dance (:
and an aweomse batch, 1996 :D Hope you enjoy dance , and th chocolates I gave you x)

overall..
History - 15/30
Math - 22 / 40
Elit - 13 / 25
Chem - 13 / 25
Geography - failed. dont bother asking.
Chinese - 32.5 / 50
I am glad i didnt fail more than 2 subjects :D
which is an improvement to me ! ! oh yay (:

Joanna sweetard, cheer up (: i dont know is he being so mean to you, but you got know what brought your together. your pretty-ness must have attracted him, but whatever of his attracted him. DONT FORGET DANCE ! treasure th time having together. if he doesnt want to treasure or appreciate, then i really need to talk to him even if he gonna bash me up. but i wont mind, just to make you happy. sorry lah, i dont know hot to comfort people one... but cheer up alright. it's tough, but try to ask him how he feel and stuffs. if you dont know how talk to him, i can be your free messenger (: ah. cheer up ! ! !

you people are just too awesome and fantastic ! but I would give you a slap than a clap !
let me ask you people a question : DO I HAVE FEELINGS ?
If NO, please let me know. Tell me straight in my face. I wont get angry, I wont mind. but dont dare to talk behind my back or spread whatever false rumours. If you people like it so much, then I dont mind helping you people to spread (:
If YES, then please please please explain to me WHY ARE YOU BEING SO SCARCASTIC, SO BUSYBODY, SO SHOW-OFF, and EVEN INSULTED ME ?! I need to know, you know. Really. Mind you, IT's A NEED, NOT A WANT.
I really really dont understand WHY MUST YOU PEOPLE GOING AROUND ASKING WHO FAIL, WHO PASS, WHO GOT HIGH MARKS ? Is it so important to you people ? No point knowing, you cant do anything. Compare with yourself, dont compare with others.

I know I AM DUMB, I AM STUPID, so it is a must for you people so ask me about my results.
you people must be happy I fail right ? but, dont think tht far, I WILL BUCK UP THIS YEAR //.
Telling you people I pass, you people will continue asking me for MY MARKS.
Telling you people I fail, you people MUST CONTINUE TO ASK MY MARKS ONE MEH ?!
you like th way you people treat me ? I would do that to you people. if you people want !
You know I just felt like slapping you people face and cry ?!
I HAD BEEN CRYING FOR 3-4 DAYS ALREADY ! !
why must you people add oil to the fire ?!
FOR GOD SAKE, I DONT EVEN WANT TO TELL YOU PEOPLE I PASS OR FAIL, but what ? > i treated each and everyone of you as my friend, close friend, good friend, best friend, ...
You people being like that , I still bear .. and there you people go, showing off, and is infront of me !

I really had enough. I had cried, for three days. Because of results, and you people.
I WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE HELL AM I TO YOU PEOPLE, MY FRIENDS !

2010-03-02T20:33:00.003+08:00

Happy belated birthday, KENZI ! (:
- once a nan hua dancer, once a batch'96 dancer, once our beloved brother ♥;
Happy birthday, ZIZHEN ! (:
- batchmates & sisters forever ♥;

Well, today is a so-so day lah.
Have math CT today, was freaking scared, cus i didnt really study ):
STUPID > I got no time to do finish ! X: is like last 5mins, then I know got one more question behind ! then i chiong like siao.. but due to panick, cant even remember a thing ): flunkzxc.

Have history for like 5mins or less.
Expected her to return us the history CT as I saw th scripts..
& she did return, reading out our marks..
Knew tht I will fail, flunking it. & of course, fail lah ...
CANT STAND IT, lie down on th table & start crying like omg.
really thanks to all those people who comforted me & sorry sorry for wasting you people time & energy when there is no point of comforting me...

skip skip //
Got back math CT ..
MRCHAN, YOU ARE SO AWESOME ! ! ! you mark our papers in just one day ! ! ! SO GREAT !
yeah, and I also got an awesome result (: wow, 21 marks, claps :D LOL, i didnt study for god sake.

went to JP with dear clarice, adeline & xuejing.
damn hilarious. i lazy elaborate. i think you can go xuejing / clarice blog.
i update some other day.

chatted with kenzi on msn. (: he & jasper like clean freaks like tht. keep bathe & bathe, hahah. is like whenever i talk to them, they will wait arh, brb, i go bathe. ! ! !
KENZI GETTING ME A PRESENT :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-02-28T19:46:00.002+08:00

Too awesome//.
everything, is too awesome.

Yesterday at 11.30pm, we, a whole gang of 5 people went to tiong bahru plaza macdonald to have our supper. (:
It's really dark & scary ! ):
First time staying outside at 12am siah.
Adults play mahjong, children go out slack lah ! :D
Talked about the singlish & vulgarities on th way home, super hilarious :DDDD

Yesterday till now, still doing math.
LOL, dont freak out > I didnt even revise chem.
Pathetic, who cares.
Well thanks jasper for teaching me so many math question but I still cant get it right ):
I guess the answer sheet answers are wrong anyway ! ! X:

Chatted with gavin a long time today, to me its long.
To think that we talked about the past...
Well, I am alright (: I can bear it (:
Its saddening, but I will be brave, for listening to th truth (:

I came to blog, cus I am printing photos for art ><'
Stupid art, stupid art teachers. If common tests aint important, why would we mug mug mug like crazyy. Yes, art is important to your, but CTs are more important to us than art ! !

Shall go off now ~ !
I want to revise chem loh.

-Goodnight people (in advance), have an early sleep.
-Dont burn midnight oil !
-Have a sweet dream (:
-Yeah, dont miss me too much (:

2010-02-27T20:42:00.005+08:00

I love math; it's not a want, but a need.
To think that I had hated math for three years. exactly three years//. and i got to love it soon, if not i will suffer, alotalot. As well as pulling down the class awesome average ): I DONT WANT TO BE THE OUTLIER ! ! ! ):

I just want to Cry, Scream, Rant, Complain //
I just need your shoulder to lean on, your shoulder to cry on. your sweet comforting words and your awesome hug.
It's a want, It's a need, It doesnt matter.

MISS DANCE ): because of common test period I am skipping 4 dance practices ! !
Reach home so early on Wednesday and Friday is so weird lah ! !
I want to dance, I miss everything from dance/
- miss batch'96 dancers
-I miss those caring seniors
-I miss dance studio
-I miss drums and lion dance
-I miss the medical box with full of 100++ plasters
-I miss the radio with awesome music playing
-I miss the mike laoshi would use to talk to us
-I miss the time when we chiong to 4th floor from 2nd floor and when I reached dance studio. there is nothing for me to let me take and nice lucheng would pass me something(: if not tianyi would laugh at me, if not tze you will say ''too late'' .. if not if not...
-I miss the hall
-I miss the gym stuffs
-I miss doing stunts
-I miss seeing guys doing aweosme stunts
-I miss going around dancing and crazying with batchmates
-I miss the discipline run
-I miss the warm-ups
-I miss the ''guo san kuan''
-I miss the ''ya tui''
-I miss the shouting, screamming, cheering
-I miss the dance spirit
-I miss pumping !
-I miss ... LAOSHI !

dance is just everything, to me//
dancing is my life. without dancing, it's really nothing.

well. common tests are screwed up ):
these few days i seem addicted to sms and sms...
few top people are .. GavinTan ; Jasper ; Jonathan ; Xuejing.
GavinTan for comforting me and everything. Showing his concern, his care. well, thanks for all these time trying to motivate me/ encouraging me.. thankyou(:
Jasper for chatting with me when I am bored and taughtt me math. sharing his class jokes which really made me laugh out loud till I cried.. thankyou(: he will be there when i need him to teach me math uh, hahah. happy playing dota as well (:
Jonathan who asked me ranodm questions and keep threatening me that he would show GavinTan the message, bleh bleh xD oh well, but still thanks for 'irritating' me uh. (:
Xuejing, everything. alotalot :D from 206 >dance > batchmates > other stuffs/ is too much (: thanks you for being there for me !
sms going to exceed lah, i think///

Today's math remedial made me feel that ''I love math''/
but i hate it when my results are so damn freaky lously /
I like th way Gavin motivate me, and its really hilarious.
'' feel that there is another huiping. She is the same as you, everytime flunking. So the only thing is to get higher marks than her... ''
I guess its really enough. (:
'' you just have to do your best. everything is about doing your best... I know you are trying, but you have to overcome yourself before you overcome the test. ''
well, but ! ! !, i really cannot lor ):
I want to scream and cry.
but he said crying is not good for health ):
- anyway dont be mistaken much, we are just friends. put it in a way, '' more than friends '' = best friends (:

HOW MUCH LONGER CAN I BEAR FROM EVERYTHING ! ! !? I want to escape the truth, and everything//. Stress much./
I shall go do math again and ask Jasper if I dont know in case he went to play dota / sleep. LOL.

- Goodnight people (: (in advance)
- Dont miss me too much, hahah.
*wishing for sweet dreams*

2010-02-23T19:40:00.002+08:00

Worthless, Priceless, Appreciate;
Appreciate what you have now ! (:

sianzxc, flunking my history test, again & again.
english tmrw, sigh, .. I going to flunk every subjects.
HOPELESS HUIPING ! ):

anyway, thanks Jonathan for the 'hongkong' presents (:
he bought me a stitch pen & a stitch keychain :D
thank you ! it's so damn freaking cute (:

stupid pervertic guy I ever seen ! X:
he add me on msn and started to say wht he is alittle drunk, but not too drunk, he doesnt just want to chat through MSN with me, but WEB-CAM with me. pervertic sicko, can go die lah ! you think I am a cheap girl meh, lol.If it is my friend who did that to me, thinking is a joke, I DONT THINK IT's FUNNY !
bastard idoit ! ><'' i told tht guy '' tch '', a word solo taught me (: didnt expected myself to use it !

2010-02-22T16:18:00.002+08:00

It's a chemical reaction ♥ ;
tall or short, skinny or fat, smart or stupid, pretty or handsome, cute or ugly, china or singapore, no matter what, we are a totally awesome batch (:

Happy belated 14th birthday to BERNICE(:
I done your card but havent buy you present ):
sorry sorry, (same to alfreda !)

I asked Jasper to pass those sweets to Xiancui then he dont want.
I was saying please please pleaseee ~
Then all his friends, not just one !, say :
Wow, she say please to you ley, just say YES I DO lah !
Then Jasper & all his friends started doing 'fuck you' sign to each other /.
arhem, in front of me somemore. but i think Jasper is cute (:

I hate my current seating arrangement !
Even it's near Xuejing sweetie, but I dont want to sit near him.
Just got stressed up, bleh.
Please give up me soon ~

Sianzxc, I flunked my geography test ! ><''
I already lost 15marks, which means is cfm fail de.
Aiyar, my geography no hope one lah ...
I just hoping tht I can chiong science essay & art project finish to study my history..

I dont want to flunk all my common tests .. I just hope for a pass.
I tried so hard, hoping, praying, wishing...

I know that I love you, too much.

2010-02-19T21:43:00.002+08:00

JUNWEI thought that me & jasper stead ! ><''
I went to th hall to see the sec'1 {s} guys' gym.
Junwei : why you come here ?
Huiping : uh, see th guys' gym.
Junwei : oh, go away lah, dont see dont see.
Huiping : whatever lah you ><'' i want to see.
Junwei : see who ?
Huiping : sec 1 guys lorzxc.
Junwei : I thought you looking for jasper, but he is not here.
Huiping : HUH ! why would I want to look for him !?
Junwei : I thought your stead ?
Huiping : NO ! I think you mistaken ME & JASPER as JOANNA & DARRENLEE lah !
Junwei (stare at me in a blur look) : oh, really ?
Huiping : YES !
Then I ran away liaozxc, hahah.

Today was damn slack ! ): I dont like wearing dance attire to slack when I am not even tired !
Seniors/Laoshi let all th girls to do homework in hall as COMMON TEST is coming, (: but I no mood do/revise when I am in dance/dancers. ><" then did discipline run WITHOUT (emphasizing this word !) JoannaTeoHuiYing, finally me & xuejing won this time ! ! ! :D we ran & sing ''hoedown throwdown'' at th same time. then netballers/canteen people/etc look at us, hahah ><''

pop it, lock it, polka dot it,
countrify it then hip-hop it,
put your hawk in the sky move side to side,
jump to the left, stick it, glide
zig-zag cross the floor, shuffle in diagonal,
when the drums hit, hands on your hips,
one foot in, one eight twist and then a
zig-zag, step, slide,
lean it left, clap three times,
shake it out head to toe, throw it all out together thats how we roll ~

th guys lian th lion-dance ! hahah. becus i waved to laoshi from second floor then he saw me, asked me & th girls to go down to canteen to watch lion-dance. and i think bingming & brendon damn cute (: i like tianyi dance lion-dance alotalotalot, is just a feeling tht he is th best & he put in alot of efforts. (not being bias, thats just a feeling~!)
THANK YOU LAOSHI, for th orange :DDDDD he was like aiming th orange in my direction then i was like screamming noooooooo (because i cant catch well), but I caught it in th end (: nice orange ! shared with JOANNA, JASLYN, HUIHUI, PHOEBE (?), XUEJING, GINDELIN, MICHELLE, XIANFEI, XIANCUI, ZIZHEN <3

today damn early released, slack slack slack.
I am a bad girl xD
chatted with xuejing alotalotalot of stuffs.

2010-02-18T20:12:00.003+08:00

1st, thanks for th valentine's present, from darrenf (:

2nd, omfg. thanks to tianyi, jasper, bryan, lucheng & kenzi.
thanks for concerning me, caring me, comforting me, understanding me !, when i was crying today during dance .. especially to tianyi, who blocked me from th sec one{s} (: thank you brother. and th other brothers who keep telling me not to cry, trying to understand how i feel.
I OWE YOUR FAVOUR TOO MUCH ! ><''

3rd, I am really sorry chanhong tht i didnt lead well today.. I am really sorry. I will try to change & improve. dont be angry alright (; sisters forever !

Is nice walking home with th guys. today is like 1 girl & 6 guys. 1 girl - me :D 5 guys - tianyi, jasper, dijin, lucheng, bryan, kenzi <3>
shant tell you people anymore about those funny stuffs.
guys, i love you all alright <3

Joanna, if you read this post, rest assure, i will tell you th story of why i cried tomorrow ..
I really need to talk to you about it, i not sure why.

tianyi & jasper & bryan & lucheng & kenzi, thanks for everything & understanding me. (: thank you & i love you people alotalotalot ! :D

2010-02-13T22:30:00.003+08:00

Thanks for all th valentine present, people (:
paisey that i didnt give you all anything ):

Cola lollipop from eunice
Pink flower from clarice
3 milky choco & 3 mentos sweets from joanna
5 heart cookies from yuqi
3 choco & a card from shilei
strawberry lollipop from cheryl
2 yupi sweets from denise
1 sweet & a card from pearlynn
1 kinder bueno from tianyi

omfg, omfg, omfg.

i seriously dont know why batch 97 so hard to lead one lorzxc, NO OFFENCE if you all saw this / read this.

today chatted with jasper, chat about dance stuffs..

eh sec one guys, your stop dilly-dally during dance, your are just wasting your own time in dance. & what, your dont know basic respect then take th initiative to ask your sec 2 seniors lah ! jasper told your to run when your are already late, and your still dare to walk. walk !

if scolding your doesnt work, i dont mind pump 100 as a punishment !

you think it dont hurt us for scolding you people meh, ... !#$%^&*!#$%^&.

please respect all th seniors, thats a basic courtesy.

tell your to run, still dare to walk. in dance, 1 min can do alot of stuffs okays.

2010-02-11T21:02:00.003+08:00

Results of my class test & mock test.
arhem ..
Math mock test - 2/20
Math class test - 12/20
(same topic)
Chinese paper - 33/50
Chinese compo - 45/70
English compo - 12/30
History - 15/25
Geography - 12/25 !
(I want 1/2 mark more so i can pass ! ><)
Math mock test - 11/20

wht the crap. a big failure lah me//.
math forever cant get A1 one lor..
i gave up geography already, so oh well ..

anyway, today had this stupid acc thing ..
miss dance like OMG ):
today's rehearsal is damn screwed up.
tmrw, is th performance..
ALL TH BEST, BATCH 96 ! :D
( i seriously hope tht i wont do smth ''awesome'' on stage )
I am scared & nervous ><''

today was fun walking home with th guys & joanna (:
tianyi keep complain to me that always 2 girls join them only.
but tianyi said tht he only got two sisters (joanna & me), hahah, touched :D
anyway, tianyi forgive & forget, cus is like some girls are parents fetch, some girls take bus, some girls .. (idw say th reason here).
today everyone gang me ):
joanna told th guys (kenzi, dijin, lucheng, jasper, tianyi) tht she today ask me this question -
who does huiping likes ?
1) Joanna
2) Joanna
3) Joanna
4) Jasper
I chose jasper cus i purposely dont want to like joanna (cus i love joanna alright !).
then they all think tht i like jasper, so keep say lorzxc//.
tianyi more awesoeme. say got 4 couples :
1) joanna & darrenl
2) huiping & jasper
3) xuejing & bryan
4) gindelin & lucheng
only th 1st one is correct lah ...
I love going home with them today :D
lucheng told me tht he wearing elmo shirt tmrw for CNY, i laugh like crazyy.
then solo commented, sorry lah ><'' but is real funny.
Jasper told me abt his test & blah & etc. first time he took initiative to talk to me (: thanks brother !
today happened too much funny, fun, great things :D shant elaborate.

OH NO, TIANYI KNOWS WHO I LIKE ! ><''
please dont go and spread hor, brother (:

even if i like him, he also wont know abt it .. heard tht he blushed today becus of arhem !

2010-02-03T21:11:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday JUNZHENG (2nd feb) & TENGHWEE (3rd feb) !
your are awesome brother & sister :D happy always alright ! (:
sorry for th late late present & cards ): i promise tomorrow alright (;

well, i kind of think tht chem test is easy, but whenever i felt so, i failed it ):
oh well, i lost 3 marks for th drawing diagram.
I DIDNT EVEN STUDY, LETS HOPE FOR A PASS ~
tmrw got geog & math test ><''
sure flunk both tests like crazyy .. !

gordon went NCC camp, nobody help me with th projectwork thingy, screamm ):
tmrw project work with yeeshong & clarice, i think we will laugh at yeeshong jokes and no work will be done without gordon ): oh no ! ><''

my life is full of fun,
with dance in me.
th spirit in nan hua dance.
i love nan hua dance society,
i love AYG, mid-autumn performance, SYF @ vivo-city, etc.
i love hoedown throwdown, flush toilet, synergy, etc.
i love all th seniors.
i love batch'96.
i love you, ..

2010-01-31T15:27:00.002+08:00

A thank you post to th sweetest couple, and th cutest couple (:

Thank you JOANNA TEO ! for concerning about me when I went home myself after dance (:
Thank you DARREN LEE ! for asking why am i going home myself (:

I felt touched okays ><'' anyway, thanks :D i appreciate ~
Stay together for forever ! & dont always quarrel yeah.
smile & be happy always (:
you two rockzxc my life lah,
brothers & sisters forever with you two ♥

2010-01-31T15:10:00.002+08:00

AWESOME BATCH'96 (: I love 28 of you, no less, no more.
Treasure all th time we have together, one year is already gone, dont lose one more year so easily.
bonding is impt, but be happy in dance is more impt.
I didn't want to rant, complain, scream, shout, cry.
I just want batch 1996 to be as bonded as th day of AYG.
when we dance together, laugh together, scream together, play together, take photo together ..
when me, bryan & jasper go crazyy running about, screamming about & putting th 'idk wht' on each other head when ji-he-ing. ><'' but tht was th fantastic, wonderful, awesome feeling.
why did it go to now .. its practically :
- girls & girls
- boys & .........
NOT BLAMING ANYONE LAH ! ..
i felt tht our batch is filled with emptiness.

2010-01-30T22:45:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 9.12am. (: so exact, of course.
Th first thing I do when I wake up is open my eyes, reach out my hand to my phone ♥
NO MESSAGES >:(

play-ed bubble town using my kor's phone :D
I love his phone manzxc, wth ! ):
Kor, you should change phone with me (:
cus, your specs, ear piece, school uniform, school shoe is all white !
change your bag & phone to white lah ! aiyo eh. hahah.
YOU LOVE WHITE & I LOVE BLACK, can we ? ><''
th angel & th devil :D
sister & brother rockzxc to th end ! ♥

slacked & played with my didi (:
watched TV, I finally realised so long not watching those cartoons shows ):
and oh well, my saturday is not my favourite slacking & free day anymore ! >:(
got tuition lah ! aiyo eh ! ><''

So busy & stress nowadays ~ #
did math while waiting for tuition teacher to come.
I use like 10mins to do finish , so slow.
then did some geog questions, felt like sleeping ><''
follow by art, my kor insulted my ''ART TALENT''.
hahah, oh well ~ :D

chatted with gavin today, nice sms buddy (:
he praised me :D oh well, thank you ! ♥
hahah. I know his chinese name lorzxc, actually only one word correct then he showed me this face expression -_- LOL, you dont know my chinese name too lorzxc !

whalao, whats is your fucking problem. i didnt want to use vulgarities, but oh well. when i cant stand it or control it, it is just natural for me to say fuck. too bad, you made me real angry x.x
it isnt really your fault anyway, is just me being so sensitive ~ but for god sake, is not only me who felt like that, even about 5 people thinks so too. so i dont think i am th one being sensitive or wht.
I dont feel like continue ranting anymore. cus, i think is enough of this stupid thing >:(

BATCH 1996 IS NOT EVEN BONDED.

2010-01-29T21:04:00.003+08:00

Summarise-d.
Got my math test back on .. monday, i think ><''
Oh well, I got 19/20. (:
I think is a great improvement, hahah. Claps for myself :D

I love th chinese new year's dance ♥
It's awesome, fantastic, beautiful (:
See me in action, hahah (;
( Just joking, don't see me dancing, you will laugh your ass out )
[ look at yuqi / natalie / jiamin ! ]

felt so stress & hopeless, sec one dancers came.
don't know how describe them, oh well ~
except hui yi & wei xin.

Had history test, I can go bang th wall lah X:
I only know one question, th forbidden hill one, wth.
Damn pathetic ~

I kindof enjoy this week's art lesson (:
with tianyi beside me, yuqi & xianwang behind me.
& ofc annabel and hengsheng too.
we can laugh like crazyy xD
someone hor, confessed to me tht th whole art lesson, they can hear me talking & laughing. ><''
sorry lah, but it is really funny hearing tianyi saying th same thing over ten times :D
we chat about 'we hate art' , 'how to shade' , 'dance' ♥
love die him as my art partner ! hahah. I sound like as if i am in love with him, I am not !
( this is brother & sister, in dance lah )

During project work then is th funniest lorzxc.
Yeeshong play-ed tic tac toe with me (:
He tricked me ): oh no !
Yeeshong arh, go dk 'gaying' with jonathan or wht, looks like they are molesting / touching each others, me & clarice laugh like crazyy xD
Then only gordon is concentrating lorzxc, I am sorry uh ..
Somehow, yeeshong go say ' I want squeeze your nipples ' to gordon.
Then gordon is writing, concentrating, then suddenly yeeshong go touch him -.-''
I bet gordon freak out lorzxc...
Yeeshong still add ' your nipples are mine '. whalao.
Th worse & funniest is yeeshong go draw pen-is & said is cannon ! X:
Yeeshong, you own lah, make me laugh like crazyy people.

Training my split, cartwheel, lion dance's drum {!}, spins, etc..
Split, improve a little only, crap.
Cartwheel, improve much. (:
lion dance's drum was fun, I love it ♥
Spins ? ><'' forget it lah.

I lazy type # oh well.
I cant possibly remeber everything./

2010-01-22T20:51:00.004+08:00

I hope we can stay sisters, close sisters forever... & ever...

20 January 2010 ; Wednesday.
Had photo taking, (: lucky th guys haven't come in & I ran off, hahah.
Shall talk about dance practice now ~
Felt so happy for th first time cus someone is not here until 5pm ++.
Oh well ~ have to face th period of painess.
Its me th one suffering so who bothers lah, so yeah, silent in my heart.
I wont rant, complain, tell anyone, cus I dont want later everyone not happy, then my fault again.
Let me suffer lorzxc ~

21 January 2010 ; Thursday.
After school, th yeeshong lah, go say 'you like darren right' , ><''
then he go act say 'I like darren ~' eeew.
Tht jennwei thought is like so true, then go talk craps. wth.
I felt disgusted tht yeeshong want to borrow my pe shirt for darren ._.''

Practiced CNY celebration dance, love it.
But I gonna screw it up, I know. I dont want to dance anymore,
cus I .... shant say here. dont even bother asking me why.

22 January 2010 ; Friday.
Oh yay, I am so lucky ! (: i forgot to bring chinese textbook but today dont need, so I dont have to copy th passage, hahah :D

CHINESE LESSON ; your guys are 'awesome', are 'great', are 'fantastic'//.
Give yourself a slap instead of a clap *
Mr Kieu wanted me to answer a question and th atmosphere so 'nice' hor guys ?
keep darren darren darren darren ~
WOW, but i dont appreciate it, thank you ah !
Almost had a breakdown, but i controlled lah, wah piang eh.
Wanted to bang th table, but didnt, only crushed my chinese paper.. x.x''
Jonathan, you think you say 'darren's handphone', I dont understand ah ?
Even if how stupid I am, I will still get tht point lah please.
Oh well, shant blame any guys.
& your all can go thanks gordon for saying sorry to me behalf of you all lah !

Stupid leadership programm, delay my dance time !
Dance was not fun today, for me.
Cus I cant do stunts, cant do cartwheel, cant do bridge, nor split.
Total failure, total useless, total hopeless.

I felt so isolated from them, I felt so left out. I dont even feel like doing anything except emoing myself. I can tell that she prefers you alot than me, tht is a of course. I will suffer all by myself, relax. I wont do anything tht make you two seperate from each other or being unhappy. I dont even know how to go home with your two now, with th guys & just keep saying his name, saying he likes her, she likes him, oh well ~
Maybe I am too sensitive ? but this is me, so sorry lah. I guess I will just go do everything all my self. Dont even bother if I need help.

I hope we can still be th closest bestie & sisters, forever.. & ever..
Felt isolated, let me suffer & not you two.

2010-01-19T20:48:00.004+08:00

MY file cover ley, nice.

Happy 16th birthday, LUCHENG :D
Take care & rest well brother.
Huiping loves you (:

Happy 14th birthday, JOEY !
sorry cant get you a present ><''
try to get one for you soon ~
thanks for th chocolate anw (:

Top : Xuejing, Adeline, Clarice
Bottom : Joanna & Huiping
aiyar, short people sit on top lah ~ oh well #
eh joanna, I told you not to tip-toe lah ><''
I look shortest ley, wha piang eh ._. hahah.

This FBT is my bday present from wanling, nice right :D
Thanks wanling, love ya :D
- I just counted, only 5 people who gave me bday present (clarice, xuejing, joanna, darrenlee, wanling). anw, thanks peepo !

My 'awesome' art piece :D

I dont want to fall in love with you, falling down & getting hurt by myself. I am so foolish, oh well ~ I guess you did attracts my attention afterall. ><''

It takes me so long to let go yet I still fell in th scary love trap.

2010-01-18T18:03:00.004+08:00

I want to make this post short & sweeeet (:
Happy early birthday to JOEY (: , LUCHENG :D, GERMAINE :)
Your are 14 years old tomorrow (L)

Next, thanks GavinTanKhengChuan for encouraging me :DD
See your big name, be honoured ! hahah. You are like th only person who told me that, seriously.

Next, I dont know why you like to say his name infront of me. Yeah, you may heard alot alot, or see alot of messages in his phone, but that doesnt mean anything & thank you, you dont have to spread it.

Sec one girls audition for dance today :D think they are much cuter & flexible than me lor, wahlao eh. Hahah.

Gordon say that I will find my half apple soon, thought of momo love, so sweeeeet ~ hahah, 'soulmate' xD thanks.

Lastly, I am seriosuly speechless when i see you, i have been ignoring you for th past 5 days ? , didnt even bother to say hello. cus idk how to talk to you anymore... she is just like a wall between us. Once she get closer to you, I get jealous, really jealous, and I know I had fallen for you.

What am I to you ?

2010-01-14T13:48:00.003+08:00

13th January, Wednesday
ran 2.4km, nice one.
I deprove by 1minute, i hate myself.
Gavin was infront of me throughout th whole 2.4km ley ><''
-can't overtake him lah !-
He cant take over junwen too, hahah, heard from shixuan.

had dance, clear-ed dance studio, just for th sec one dancer ><''
I rather we clear-ed it for th open house / cca extravaganza or so.
It looks really big & clean now, I LOVE DANCE STUDIO !
Sec one{s} dancer, please appreciate th dance studio :D

whee, JASPER PIGGYBACK-ed ME ! :DDD
Love you, brother ! (:
I just remembered that JUNZHENG dont let me drink his H20 !
Anyway, BINGMING is a big big lagger please X:
Lucheng, dont feel so upset / insulted by them okays.
cheer up (: they are just too horny & mean.
Haoting was really cutee, a-hahah. aww, so sad he aint batch '96 one !
Dijin was funny, didnt talk to him much.

14th January, Thursday
why must you let me changed th impression of you ? I dont know. I seem to be insulting you with th word ''horny'', but you know it yourself, is a joke. In fact, almost all th girls did say so. If you cant take this joke, let me know lah please ! dont need to scold me back with insulting words. yeah you are nice on th other hand, in fact, i even like you more than other brothers. I dont even want to see you now.
I dont even know how you guys feel about me. dislikes me ? hate me ? so be it. i know your all just likes her more than me, but i wont be ''her'' just to please you all or get attention. cus' why should i copy ?
I know I suck, alot. I know I ain't nice, not at all. I am just a nothing in your all eyes.
maybe i care too much, maybe i am in wrong, maybe, I dont even deserve to talk to you all. is just becus of ''maybe{s}''//.
maybe i dont even have th right to rant, to complain. but you hurt me too much. i dont get it why, it hurts me.
dont ever tell me that i had fallen for you. love is a miracle. nothing is impossible.

Jealous; betrayed; lied; left out. Too much to let me hold on.

2010-01-09T22:54:00.003+08:00

CCA extravaganza'10.
Dance was totally awesome (:

Super loud & high lah, dancers.
I love this cca extravanganza like omfg.
Support pearlynn; cannot let her fall down ! ><''
Took photos with my group and pearlynn. yay. :D
I was like th only girl with lucheng, junzheng, jasper, dijin.
We walked around th school & explore. fun chatting with them.
Love them, xoxo.

NanHua Dance is dynamite,

If you mess w/ dynamite,

It will tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick,

boom dynamite,

boom boom boom BOOM dynamite.

(repeat thrice or more !)

- I am so sorry for lying about I like him lah, sorry for hurting you lah.. but I really want you to give me up.. Th pain I am giving you now, is th pain I am getting from him.. what craps lah. To me, love aint sweet anymore, is so bitter that I have to cry & let go of him after 3months ?-

2010-01-05T16:53:00.002+08:00

Oh well #

4th Januray 2010
Officially school reopens ><''
Congratulation to all these people (:
Chairman: Tian Yi
Vice Chairman: Xue Jing
Treasurer: Eun Seong
Care Representatives: Darren, Annabel
Cleanliness Representatives: Xian Wang
Environmental Representatives: Guan Lin, Joey
IT Representatives: Wei Ren, Bing Hui
English Representative: Gordon
Mathematics Representative: Heng Sheng, Si Hwee
Higher Chinese Representative: Shan You
Express Chinese Representative: Joel
Chemistry Representative: Wei Quan
Integrated Science Representative: Clarice
History Representative: Yixuan
Geography Representative: Yuzhen
English Literature Representative: ?
Sports Representative: Yee Shong, Bernice
Art&Design Representative: Jenn Wei
Music Representative: Jun Wen

Wahlao, I not even a music rep anymore )): I am nothing, no contributions. >:( I dont mind being those mid-autumn helpers/organiser, but what if I am dancing for mid-autumn ? then I didnt even contribute as a 206rians. I told my mum I am like nth in 206, then she said becus' I am bad/lously, nobody wants me, maybe she is right lah//

anyway, Mrchan is still our form teacher, cheers :D
everyone groans / aww at msyeo & mdm poon, damn funny lah/.
wahlao, blame my luck ><''
I am sitting one seat away from Xuejing !
Eunice is like between both of us, then we keep talk, then eunice like th listener, hahah (:
after school went mos burger for lunch & mrt-ed home with clarice. [:

PIA HOMEWORK till I fall asleep, wtfuck. x_x''

5th January
Met damn loads of new teachers today, damn strict lah//.
I hope I can buck up this year, pia this year, concentrate this year.
Must like tianyi like that, from 36 jumped to 9th position, claps ! :D

Learned AYG dance & rap part form Jiamin during recess, thank q (:
Then lian4 w/ Joanna's liu xing :D woots.

Clarice gave me one packet of colourful M&Ms , a chocolate & 4 small bookmarks. She bought from USA, thank you ! love th present hell loads, love ya. X.o.x.o (upload th photos next time)

I'm hell TIRED x_x''

2010-01-03T12:57:00.003+08:00

Saw minli today, awkward much lah;
Tomorrow, school reopens. ><'' Havent done homework, go bang my head against th wall lah ! X: I damn pathetic lah. Whee, I am officially sec two :D stress lah. lead, set good example & .. etc. Jia yous batch'1996, I love you all (:
yay, I got a sms buddy, whee ~ :D last long last long please ! ! ! ><''
A short post, need to pia homework, x_x''

Live to dance;

Once a nan hua dancer, forever a nan hua dancer.

2010-01-02T15:59:00.002+08:00

Friday, January 1, 2010 ,
3:04 PM
4th January is like th first day os school, one blink, yesterday is th last day of 2009. last day in 106, in dance, for 2009. Why time flies so fast ? Without even letting me to got hold of all th memories & replay it. I cried because I know I next year cannot handle, and I left 1 year in 106 and 3 years in dance with batch'96 or even lesser. I don't welcome 2010 personally. I hate a brand new year. I just felt that all th memories ended.

CCA extravaganza' 2009; Nan Hua Dance Society.
Ain't they fantastic ? *claps for them please :D
Orientation Camp, 106'09; 40 of us.
Our first ever time together, so close to each other.
Every single innocent angel {s}. ♥

Normal Dance practice started off with th warm-up {s}.

With seniors leading on stage, with th shouting.

AYG opening ceremony !

Nan Hua Dance Society, ♥

First & last time sec 1 - sec 4 dancing together.

Batch' 96; 29 of us.

Our first time together celebrating birthday.

Loving & missing Kenzi & Joaquim.

Just felt like crying when all these memories flashed back, replaying over & over again, in my head, in my mind.. it's just 5 photos, but it meant alot, every photo.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Happy 14th birthday, Joaquim :D whee, you are 14 years old when I am still 13 years old ! (:

Huiping miss & love you loads ! enjoy your birthday !

Are you happy I changed blog url just to please you ? you should feel honoured :D
See, from http://www.huiping1996.blogspot.com/ to http://www.oh-so-imperfect.blogspot.com/ to http://www.i-cannot-smile-x2.blogspot.com/ to http://www.say-you-hate-me.blogspot.com/ and finally to this blog url : http://www.perfectlyimperfectx2.blogspot.com/.
Link me up, peepo xD it doesn't matter if you linked me up, cus I might changed again ><''
Excited for CCA extravaganza (: but not sure about th AYG dance, ):
running through once on monday with Xuejing, whee ~